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Greetings and Peace of Christ be with you. One of the passions which I cultivated in my youth prior to becoming a seminarian for the Diocese of Austin is writing. I love to read, to observe, to reflect, and to write. In order to continue this passion of mine I hope to some how help, in what ever insignificant way, continue the efforts of the New Evangelization which has become the modern day means of communication between Catholics and a world gone numb to love, mercy, and true freedom. It is my hope to not only share with you more about myself from these postings, but that you will some how be able to share with me in the common things which make us human: creatures in the hands of a loving Creator. You do not have to be Catholic as I am to enjoy this blog. It does not matter whether you are a Christian, atheist, Gentile, Jew, or too busy in your life to even think about it at the present moment. All that matters is that you are seeker as I, seeking after the Truth and after a Spirit greater than yourself. Hold on to that instinct to look up at the stars, the feeling that something greater lies beyond this earthly realm, because it does. Hold on to your inclinations for greatness, because no matter where you've been or what you've done, at your very core is something more; something greater than you'll ever know in this life. Pray about it, and pray with me as we take this pilrimage home, to heaven, together. O if I forget where my home truly remains and where my soul is destined to rest, "let my right hand wither."
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Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Perfect Strangers


St. Joseph Abbey Church
St. Benedict, Louisiana
 Let me begin with these beautifully personal words of St. Augustine which, though written in the 3rd century, speak to each one of us as humans who share in the common experience of longing for God, something much larger than what we merely see around us: I implore you to live with me and, by believing, to run with me; let us long for our heavenly country, let us sigh for our heavenly home, let us truly feel that here we are strangers.  It is fitting that as another liturgical year comes to a close, we together as strangers celebrated the Solemnity of Christ the King during the last Sunday of Ordinary Time, recalling our very beginning and ultimate end in the Kingdom of God.  It is truly remarkable that while we are strangers, we are strangers together who, though in earthly exile, sigh for our heavenly home with one another.  In this respect, we are never strangers in the sense that we may not know one another personally, but we are strangers in that we are all unfamiliar with the physical realm we currently inhabit as we are not made for this earth.  By this common trait of ours, though we all may differ in regards to color, creed, or culture, the fact that we are on this earthly pilgrimage together means that we are all intimately bound to each other as one.
           
Christ tells us, The kingdom of God, does not come for all to see; nor shall they say: Behold, here it is, or behold, there it is, but the kingdom of God is within us, for the word of God is very near, in our mouth and in our heart.  It is very clear that by Jesus’ own teaching and followed by the living tradition of the Church, since we are all created in the image and likeness of God, the dignity we possess as creatures in the hands of our loving Creator is the same dignity bestowed on us as bearers of God, his dwelling place.  St. Teresa of Avila explains to her fellow consecrated sisters that the soul of the just person is nothing else but a paradise where the Lord says he finds his delight.  St. Teresa goes on to illustrate the interior dwelling of God within each of us as an immense castle where our soul progresses from room to room until it finds its rest in the royal chamber of our Lord and King, Jesus Christ.  This journey of our soul is indeed a way toward greater and greater perfection as the more perfect we are interiorly (i.e. the more our desires are rightly-ordered), the more inviting we become for the Spirit of God to find his rest within us.  Christ, speaking with the Father, wonderfully describes the blessedness of the faithful person with a well-ordered soul: We shall come to him and make our home with him.

But what is it to be well-ordered and prefect?  What supernatural, angelic being must we become in order to possess the entire immensity of the omnipotent Trinity within us, God the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit?  No.  No, perfection is much simpler and within our reach than that, so simple in fact it must come from God himself; any complication in the matter is a mere pesky habit of human origin.  Let us understand, as St. Teresa tells us that true perfection consists in love of God and neighbor; the more perfectly we keep these two commandments, the more perfect we will be.  The simplicity of what it means to be perfect leads us to the simplicity of being perfect, which is quite simply love of God and neighbor.  By the very fact that we are not strangers with one another, in virtue of our heavenly origin, but rather brothers and sisters who journey together as strangers in a strange land, to be perfect is deeply rooted in the instinct we possess and the command we are given to love each other with the same love we have for God.

The endeavor to reach this perfection begins, as with any endeavor we undertake, with prayer.  Of all that has been written about prayer throughout the centuries, one thing remains constant: prayer is the conformity of our will with the will of God.  When writing his Rule for monks, St. Benedict instructs his brothers that every time you begin a good work, you must pray to him most earnestly to bring it to perfection. In whatever form our prayer may take, whether a group praying the rosary, a person meditating under an oak tree, a community praying together at mass, or a poor soul contemplating God while stuck in traffic, our prayer should come from and lead us toward the surrendering of our will, with all its desires, passions, wants, fears, anxieties, dreams, concerns, joys, etc., etc., into the trusting care of the God who made us, just as we pray in the prayer Jesus himself taught us: thy Kingdom come, thy Will be done, on earth as it is in heaven.  Again, St. Teresa illumines this point with words more authoritative than mine: Don’t think that in what concerns perfection there is some mystery or things unknown or still to be understood, for in perfect conformity to God’s will lies all our good.

As another season of Advent draws near, let us prepare ourselves to receive the birth of our Lord, Jesus Christ interiorly, who is truly God with us.  Although we as humans are citizens of a heavenly kingdom, continuing our journey home by each passing day we are blessed with, let us make use of the time we have on earth to welcome the Kingdom of God within us, a place where God may make his dwelling.  Let us never forget our task as strangers to prepare ourselves and one other for welcoming our King who humbly comes down from his heavenly throne to walk with us, to encourage us, and to be our strength.  This is the dignity in which we are created, and so it is through this same dignity that we live, treat one another as bearers of God, and pray with all the humility Christ shows us by his birth, his life, and his death.  Be perfect with the loving simplicity of your lives brothers and sisters, and the Kingdom of God will reign within you.

Sunday, August 5, 2012

Love Unerring, Love Divine

 
Basilica de San Benedetto (Norcia, Italy)
Photo by Author


If we run away from the Truth, what happens?  Does something happen to us now, or in the hereafter?  Does this affect the spinning of the planets or cause the eagle to blink?  But would it even be possible to deny Him, since He has revealed Himself to us just by the act of creating us and keeping us alive?  Some may think they have chosen not to believe or follow, and sure we have our free will, but what’s to say salvation does not continue to aid and guide us all along our merry way?  He who is so rich in compassion, who IS compassion, could not possibly cease the focus of His watchful eye from caring for our every step.  Creation was not a single event in the history of our being but a continual process which encompasses every moment of our lives.  Creation is God's act of love, a God who created us and loves us who cannot deny us just as He cannot deny Himself.  As creation unfolds so too does Incarnation: the perfection of creation by the act of God becoming man, Jesus Christ.  And once Jesus comes into our lives to help us make sense of it all, to show us this isn't it, that enternal joy lies beyond our earthly lives, the rest is history.

No, I don’t think it’s possible to cease a journey we have once begun, this one we began from the moment of our conception.  To say it’s possible to quit on God, to say “I’m done seeking Him” would be the same as claiming you chose to no longer breath one more breathe.  Seeking God is the only constant we have as humans this side of heaven.  Someone may claim to be an atheist, may claim to not be seeking this God whom they don’t believe in, but little to their knowing, they are still seeking heavenly fulfillment, in whatever way, shape, or form.  When one does not wish to fill the void with God, the only person who can make us whole again, then all they are doing is using that which is insatiable to slake a thirst only God can quench.  What are the common insatiable means of achieving a self-defined nirvana?  Media, drugs, material things, other people, ourselves…basically everything on earth that isn’t God.  Every thing we have been given on earth will eventually foresake us; God the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit is all who remains in eternity.

 It does not require any special circumstance to begin an act of faith.  It does not matter how you were raised, what horrible things you have done, or who you believe you think you are.  All that is required is that you begin.  Do not believe it comes naturally for anyone or that it’s just easy for certain “types” of people.  Believing is hard and faith is not natural, it’s supernatural, it’s not easy for anybody.  But thank God for His grace, for faith is a gift which can in no way be achieved or earned by our own means.  Allow faith and hope to reign in your life, for when we reach heaven we will no longer require such gifts as we will behold God face-to-face; all that will remain is love.  And never be afraid, you have absolutely nothing to lose, for everything around you is temporal and already passing by its very nature.  Never stop looking up.  Never deny the instinct you have for searching for something which lies beyond this earthly creation.  One step at a time.  Believe.  One more step.  Inhale.  Take another step, and repeat.